My heart hurts so bad for my mom I don’t know what to do with it all.
I’m happy. I’m trying to not let it get to me but my mom is sick and she has no idea how sick she really is. It makes me wonder about her mental health. I’m so confused. And I feel betrayed.
This sucks. Right when I’m happy for once in my life. I have my shit together. I can do this. I love my brother, he’s really pulled through for me. I need all the support I can get at this point. I just wish I knew how to separate it all and be me and have fun. I want to be me again.
I love my mom more than anything but right now I am so angry with addiction and mental illness.